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"A guilty conscience needs to confess. A work of art is a confession." Albert Camus

Thinking on New Year’s resolution already!!

I’ve made up a list of things I want to do for 2010, already. My goals. 2010 will be a year of my determination as an artist. I’m a creator, I have been since I was 10. No more teenage angst. No more teenage problems in general. I’m an adult now, and I’m in control!

1. find a mate. another half. not in a bar.

2. develop creativity. at least one drawing every two days.

3. start writing mothpowder and stick to it.

4. get in shape, lose weight. look good = feel good.

5. get rid of graphic T’s. You’re not a kid anymore. You are what you wear, not what you can only afford to wear.

6. finish what you start. No more half-assed bullshit.

7. read, watch, and learn from it.

8. meats larger than a chicken & mayo out of the diet. gross.

9. work your ass off into university. and when you do, work even harder.

10. computer hours reduced to two, max. get shit done.

11. get bursaries & scholarships. maybe a job, too.

Let’s see how this goes.

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Chamonix au pays des merveilles

My 13-year-old french spagnol on the morning after our christmas party at the family cottage. There’s ice everywhere, it’s windy, but absolutely beautiful! She looks so happy, too, after spending four hours in a car. Excuse the rough quality and shakiness (“: I’m still getting used to my new baby. It’s super light. Did I mention? XD

Now, this is only a corner of the cottage. It is much bigger than this. Something like a little village?

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Christmas Post

Hope everyone had a wicked christmas. Mine was awesome!!

There were only a few downs. On the 23rd & 24th, my stomach was rejecting pretty much everything I was eating. No cheese, no fast food, not even a simple sandwich. Luckily, it didn’t last up to the 25th, so I was clear by then. My dad brought back a huge LCD flatscreen and we watch the new Star Trek movie on it until midnight. At midnight sharp, we could start opening our presents!

This year, I was sure my parents won the lottery or something. After the huge television, it started out with the remaining seasons my mom was missing from the Buffy series. We have all seven seasons now, so my mom can now start collecting Angel! We love Joss Whedon here. Then, I got cranberry handcream from my sisters – a really big cup full of it from the Body Shop. The store seems to be gaining some popularity, too. Anyway, I also got Public Enemies (which was really not as good as I thought it would be, but the cover’s nice?), delicious Lindor chocolate, a ticket to the Bon Jovi concert and then I opened another package… and it was a CAMCORDER! And it is B.A.UTIFUL! With my determination to continue my education in film, my parents got it to me so I can further pursue my passion! I tried it, and the whole thing is just fabulous. I can take photos and videos, put some shiny effects, record directly without use of a tape, and it is light as a feather! I can’t wait to start working on my short film for my portfolio, now. I am so much more motivated to finish it!

On the 26th, we had to attend two christmas parties. The first, at noon, on my dad’s side. A little boring (they’re kind of snotty), but I got a few good conversations and got to see again how fast my cousins grow on that side. They’re all either my age or younger, and it is really strange to see them get so tall since I see them once or twice a year. I tried not to eat too much, being cautious with my bad stomach, and I luckily left some space in there for dinner.

Dinner was served at the family cottage on my mom’s side. In winter there, the waves freeze up almost instantly and they turn into crystal caves, once big enough to hold eight of us at once. Now, on that side, my cousin Marie (she’d just returned from a trip to Morocco/Asia) is a director of photography and she helped me sort out some things for college, offered her help, and everything. I also spoke to my uncle’s wife, who no one likes and who actually seemed very interested in my future plans. She thought it was impressive (especially coming from me. Because I don’t look like someone with a plan) that I had it all sorted out already and I was very confidentially following that path. They’d just returned from a England, and it was awesome to hear about the home of the Queen. Apparently, everything there is always busy, worse than NYC, and absolutely everything is twice as expensive as it is in North America.

My other Aunt, the organizer of the crew, had this brilliant idea to have everyone participate in a family “montage”. At special moments, you’d break out in dance and film yourself. She did it while receiving her very important medal. The woman who gave it to her looked at her like she was crazy to the song Love Generation by Bob Sinclair. It was hilarious. They danced in Europe with the Quebec flag, the newest baby, Raphael  danced, they danced in Vietnam on the boats… yeah. My family is random :p Unfortunately, we didn’t have a video camera to participate, but now that we do… expect me to break out in dance at random moments!  Haha.

For dinner, I made delicious home-made nanaimo bars. My specific recipe drove everyone mad. In a good way, of course. It was the most popular food there and I admit I was pretty proud of myself! Despite the cream sliding off the sides in every direction.

All in all, I had a good time and I am looking forward to New Year’s Eve. I hope I’m going to have plans. o-o Since I’m of legal drinking age now, I might hit the bars or something. We’ll see!

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Mothpowder update at last!!

I’m going to post about my Christmas soon! Don’t worry! It’ll be up when I come back from the family Christmas in Montreal. I’m going there the 26th and 27th.

I have been fleshing out the plotline for Mothpowder, because when I read the last synopsis, it seemed unclear to me. I couldn’t make up very many events. So, here’s the newly-formed one, just for you!

m o t h p o w d e r

After witnessing the shocking death of her father, young clairvoyant Hailey Simmons is transfered to Blair Academy, a prestigious boarding school also renown for its colorful history. There, she meets the mysterious Thomas Blair, descendant of the school’s founder. The building itself is a Hell Circle, a result of the last witch that was burnt there before Blair Academy was created. In her final words, the witch cursed the school and its founding family, so that they will never forget the treachery that lead to her death.

I know there’s things missing, but at the same time, I don’t want to reveal too much.Tell me what you think? Tips? Suggestions? I’m a little rusty with synopsizes.

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CHRISTMAS EVE ‘TILL CHRISTMAS!

Thought I might share some hilarities with you :p may contain crude humor? sorta Tuesday Treasures. Except… late.

the shoes i told Wendy@ her blog on words and upwards about :O

ALSO ANOTHER NEWS!

I FINISHED WRITING MY LETTER OF INTENT

MY MOTHER CRIED =D

so i guess that’s good? xD

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important pole question

Thanks for your participation!!

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Happy Holidays!

My first week out of school for the holidays has finally begun! And with a blast, indeed! Last Friday, my big sister came back from Montreal where she studies and we (with my mom) went to the movies for James Cameron’s Avatar. This was my first 3D experience and I was absolutely blown away! My mother, panicking beside us, had been worried that she’d get sick but she was so into it. Just the entire film in 3D was like… wow!! My sister and I both reached out towards the screen several times, trying to catch these little creatures floating in the sky. We brushed passed trees and the subtitles seem to hover off the screen. But I didn’t forget to pay attention to the movie, too! Haha. It was very Pocahontas and Titanic mixed together. A good combination. The director knew that people will bash his new film, so I appreciated that he was cautious and stayed in the range of his comfort zone, while keeping the rest of things original and beautiful. Forget what the critics say. Critics are dumb, anyway. Liking a movie is an opinion, not a fucking profession.

Saturday, my big sister had two of her university friends, both attending Concordia in the Art Education program (like her), come over.  They were awesome! We got along super well. We went to the museum of civilization, where they displayed beautiful artifacts, costumes, and artwork by the first nations people of canada back in the colonial era. Apparently the display had been there forever, but I never got to see it, no matter how many times I went. I learned quite a lot, since my sister and her friends are art students and they had a unit on first nations art.

Before we left, we went to see an IMAX there on Ibn Battuta, “a young scholar who left Tangier in 1325 to embark on a long, perilous journey that would take him from Morocco to Mecca nearly 5,000 km to the east.” The scenery was, as usual, completely gorgeous, and I learned a lot on the Muslim culture. I came to the conclusion that Christians were lazy and tried too hard. No offense. o-o

We came home to find my little sister had been doing drugs and acting like a dumbshit again. I will not go into details about this because it is really getting on my nerves and I hope that her encounter with the police opened her eyes. I just want my little sister back =/. Nough said.

Sunday, one of my big sister’s friend Ida accompanied us to Kingston, a two hour drive from my house. It’s a historical city, and we wanted to go see some historical houses, the Fort Henry, the Steam and Marine museums, as well. Unfortunately, when we got there, everything was closed for the winter. So we decided to have tea and I drank a huge cup of Irish Cream tea. It was delicious! I took some videos from the camera my teacher lent me for my short film necessary for my university application. I needed to practice with it, so we had fun there anyway! We made Inukshuks at the beach and walked around on the main streets.

This weekend, I also sent my application to Concordia University! Its film program is renown across the world, and the creative focus is something that I have been longing for months. The process took me two hours, and now I need to get started on the transcripts and portfolio to send it before March. I looked through the available classes and I pretty much drooled. I applied for a Major in Film Production and a Minor in Film Studies! Here’s some examples of my future classes. That is, if they like my portfolio. (and they should, according to my big sister and her Concordia friends (: )

Film Studies:

FMST 212* Film Aesthetics (6 credits)
A study of the aesthetics of film. Topics include film criticism, theories about the fundamental elements of film, and comparisons between films which do not depend on their date of production. Problems of film description, interpretation, and evaluation are discussed. Weekly screenings.

FMST 217 First Nations and Film (3 credits)
A survey of representation by and of aboriginal peoples in film and video. The emphasis is on the Americas, but important works from other continents are included. Films and videotapes, both mainstream and experimental, are discussed in the context of contemporary aesthetic issues, socio-cultural history, and post-colonial theory. Weekly screenings.

FMST 323 History of Animated Film (3 credits)
Prerequisite: Enrolment in the Major in Film Animation or the Minor in Film Animation, or second-year standing*. A survey of animated film from the first decade of the twentieth century to the present. Styles of animation ranging from abstract experimental film of the 1920s, to the Disney Studio, to computer animation are viewed and discussed. The contribution of the National Film Board of Canada and particularly that of Norman McLaren is considered. Weekly screenings.

FMST 391 Sexual Representation in Cinema (3 credits)
Prerequisite: Second-year standing* or six credits in the Minor in Interdisciplinary Studies in Sexuality. An investigation of cinematic sexual imagery as art, communication and socio-cultural phenomenon. Weekly screenings of films and videos, representing fiction, experimental and documentary genres, as well as different historical and cultural contexts, are related to theoretical readings, both classical and contemporary, by authors from Freud and the Surrealists to Foucault and recent feminist and queer theorists. Contemporary issues such as pornography, autobiography, and the HIV epidemic are confronted. Learning is interdisciplinary, interactive and group-oriented.
*66 or fewer credits remaining in degree program.

and there’s about 50 more, including internship on a real set!!

Film Production:

FMPR 336 Introduction to Film Producing (3 credits)
Prerequisite: FMPR 231 or written permission of the School of Cinema. A comprehensive course introducing students to the art of production methods. This implies exposure to the creative and technical aspects of the total production experience, and includes both independent and industry strategies and methods for fundraising, preparation of the project, production budgeting and scheduling techniques, legal and monetary involvement, and post-production, distribution, and exhibition strategies.

FMPR 343 Production Design (3 credits)
Prerequisite: Enrolment in the Major in Film Production, FMPR 231, FMST 211 and 212; or written permission of the School of Cinema. A practical examination of the visual aspects of film production. Topics in production design considered may include texture and visual styles, the collaborative process, project management, and the nature of constraints which apply to student and independent productions.

FMPR 350 Ways of Seeing in Film Production (3 credits)
Prerequisite: Enrolment in a Film Production program; FMPR 231; FMST 211, 212. A forum of ideas intended to increase the student’s awareness of cinema as a visual medium. Aspects of our visual culture are presented and discussed: work by painters, photographers, sculptors, architects, and artists working with digital media. A relationship is made between the work of such artists and the work of the filmmaker. Students work on individual visual projects.

FMPR 341 Writing for Film I (3 credits)
Prerequisite: Enrolment in the Major in Film Production; FMPR 231; FMST 211, 212. An introduction to writing for film, with special emphasis on the relation of the script to filmmaking. Students are expected to submit work of their own for discussion, analysis, and possible production in film-making courses. Students will also use special computer software to write scripts.

I mean, wow! And there’s classes on women & cinema, irish cinema, israeli cinema, gay cinema…. the only sad part is that I’m going to have to make choices! I want them all !! ; _ ;

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Tuesday Treasures

Seems I don’t have much to say besides posting random things I find on the net. SNL is becoming too great a distraction!

Oh well! Life will come when it comes.

christian bale & maggie gyllenhaal for the dark knight promotion

rupert grint fulfilling his dream (:

lady gaga meets the queen

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another montreal weekend

I’ve been spending a lot of time in Montreal, lately, my home city. It’s two hours away, so i’m surprised about the number of times we’ve been going. Annually, we have a generation party where the adult cousins have their own meet, and us, the younger generation cousins/siblings/boyfriends/husbands do our thing, too.

We arrived at the condo at around 3pm, bringing in the necessary booze and munchies. I made the most BEAUTIFUL deviled eggs and brought this strangely sweet alcohol we officially dubbed “the girl-drink”, due to its many various flavors. There was blueberry (disgusting), raspberry (tolerable), green apple (way too sweet), and lime (didn’t get that far.). I had a lot of fun, trying to ignore my little sister’s teenagehood brooding about and what not. She thinks no one likes her and she depresses for no reason, being a little drama queen. It’s driving me nuts.

With so much food, I really wasn’t sure what was the supper and what was the appetizers. Everything was doubled, so when industrial-size spaghetti “for the army”, as my cousin put it, was served, I could only survive three bites before I felt I was giving birth. Plus, with the sugary alcohol, it wasn’t a very good combination.

Question of digesting, we turned to Guitar Hero on their big-screen TV (because you can’t have a mid-city condo without a plasma screen), and I learned to play. I’m a bit of a delinquent, so I had a hard time getting the notes right, especially since the plastic guitars there are not the same as real ones – not that I play them. I’m just saying.

Anyway, so we played a few rounds. My cousin Eve’s boyfriend kicked all of our asses on expert (he was 6th place against 24 people who did a competition in the middle of nowhere. woopdeedoo.). Later, her brother Pierre came. He’s had every kind of problem you can imagine. Alcohol, drugs, school, dropping out, stable job. He’s 20 years old now, and he’s slowly getting back together – cancelling out the drugs, first. We wasn’t all quiet as he was before though, last I saw him. He was friendly, talkative, not at all reserved or wobbly. I caught a glimpse of a scar over his eye from the time he smacked his face against a clothing line and I couldn’t help but laugh.  He works at Tim Horton’s now, making doughnuts. He told us that several times, people come in with their friends and ask for a prank for their friend. What is the prank you ask? A mayonnaise filler at seven in the morning. Delicious.

I visited his apartment, but with the winding staircase layered with ice, it was impossible to bring the dog up so I stayed with my older sister to wait. He and my little sister had to talk. Because she lets herself be influenced easily. And he’s an influence.

I try not to care because she asks me not to, really. But I just can’t. I mean, she’s my baby sister! All she does is complain about her boring life and how she can’t stay more than an hour at home. She can’t fall to drugs for some stupid teenage phase. Eve told me there was nothing to it, that in three months, she’ll get sick of it and go back to normal. I don’t really know what to think about that. I just really hate this whole drama scene that she’s trying to create for herself to make her life seem more interesting.

So now I’m back home.  There’s a lot of snow outside now, and the ground’s already completely covered.  My boots have holes in them and they’re worn through, so the snow melts and sucks right into my socks. I did buy a new coat, though, and it’s absolutely beautiful! I can get a picture of it soon.

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Tuesday Treasures

Here’s for this week’s nonsense

To begin with, think more deeply about your next trip to MikkyD’s.

Light up a nude-candle

With Joseph Gordon Levitt, being sexy as ever. He looks so much like Heath Ledger.

This is really clever. I love.

This doesn’t make any sense, but hell, why not!

Too cute to be true. Up marketing, anyone?

Psycho shower curtain – want.

A bit of sparkles & lols

I like this, too.

Stunning fashion!

I seriously cannot wait to go see The Road. I mean, look at Viggo. He’s such a brilliant actor, beautifully portraying those emotions like he was a real daddy. Well, he is, but i mean, not to this kid – who’s adorable, by the way!

Also, I’d like to add that my aunt received the Quebec citizen of the year medal recently for – no joke – saving a boy from a truck that was threatening to explode on the side of the road. (:

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